it takes a real friend to tell you how it is.
and that got me thinking,

too much thought to really get into words

i asked myself, if i could have one wish what would it be?
like i'm on trial for ms. america

..if i could have one wish it would be so simple, yet seemingly impossible. but hey, IF right? i would wish the world to remember why we are all here. i would wish for us as a human race stop and take a breath of fresh air. look up from the tunnel, remember what planet you live on, the people you interact with. remember what it feels like to mess up, and make things right again. remember that even though life goes on, what is the meaning of it? you can choose to conform to the world that tells you not to think about 'meaningless things' or you can make a stand. and be the change. i wish the world would wake up, and that every individual would take a stand for what they believe, for what they were given, for what they were born into. this is planet earth, we inhabit, we take, we exploit. we can look and see the devastation all around us, but we keep going. when does it end? something has to give. i wish hope for peace.




now, i can wish this for everyone
but to wish you must actually believe
where do i stand?
i am guilty, just like the person reading.
should i waste away the day?
..only to still be waiting

i am forced to be a sitting duck.
i could choose to act, but it is not an option for me.

there are still moments
i've blocked out the major things
but the small things.. even..
i can't even share
i ask why someone would go to this
i am guilty, of being extreme.

two wrongs don't make a right.
it is almost embarrassing that i ever thought those things about you

i don't want to keep thinking about this.
it is lingering.
almost like a scar.

you made your mark, all right.